If you should die before me....

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Things*@

[Mar. 31st, 2005|09:20 pm]

[	mood	\|	ecstatic	]
[	Music	\|	Britney Spears -Do Something	]

** Well its been over a month since i last updated and alot of stuff has happen to me!

** I went down to florida to compete in nationals. We got 8th out of 17th but we deserve 4/5th...the top 3 teams were really good and deserve what they got! Except DIXIE bc the are sluts and bitches lol.! Oh well.

** Im going to go to college at Pitt Bradford. I decided this bc i really really want to play college softball and i will all ready be on it! Im soo excited for the fall. Their softball team won the D3 NCAA thing so that would be cool to be on a winning team for once!

** I got into a car wreck yesterday, which was my 1st one right before softball practice. It sucks bc we were going to put it up for sale soon bc my dad got me a new car. It was a lil wreck but still it was scary as shit. Im am really lucky that i knew the person and she and her husband were very very nice bout the whole situation. And that we didnt get hurt.

** I hate that im soo shy around the boys i like!!!! I wish I can talk to them!! Maybe one day tru? lol

** Today was our 1st softball game. It was the 1st time i played the 1st game of the season bc of competition cheerleading. It was totally great lol! I did a real good job, single and a double and walked the 3rd time up! Our team is starting off ruff but i think we will be reallllll good soon! lol..I hope!!

** Peace out im going to bed*!

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Growing up

[Feb. 25th, 2005|09:17 pm]

[	mood	\|	content	]
[	Music	\|	50 Cent - Candy Shop	]

** I havent updated in over 2 weeks and i dont care!

** We didnt do the swell in columbus ohh well ...its florida time now! Got a new routine with music and sounds great! We just need to work a lil harder.

** I been really sick with bronchitis and a head cold at the same time. :( still have it but just now getting better. I finally went a full day of school today this week. Im really behind in trig and i dont care lol. I HATE MATH!

** Today was cheerleading tryouts it was totally weird that i wasnt there trying out. Im kinda sad but i know its time to GROW UP and move on to better things. I just cant believe im done with cheerleading like in 18days. I been doing it since i was 3 or 4? Soo its been all i remember :( :(. I dont want to be done with cheerleading in hs but i know i have to leave and stuff buts its really sad. Im very emotional on it. CONGRATS TO WHO ALL MADE IT THOUGH!!

** Softball officially started for me tonight..i did ok not my best but still ok. I need not to be so hard on myself. I think i luv it too much and im turning into a perfectionist. I dunno probably not lol

** Night!

OHIO NATIONALS HERE WE COME*!*

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[Feb. 12th, 2005|12:15 am]

[	mood	\|	excited	]
[	Music	\|	Lindsay Lohan- Something I Never Had	]

HALEY
H	is for	Humorous
A	is for	Animated
L	is for	Loving
E	is for	Ebullient
Y	is for	Young

What Does Your Name Mean?

*** Columbus Ohio better be ready for the Sharpsville Competition Cheerleaders bc we are going to kick some major ASS!!! Keep us in your thoughts and hope for the best!

[Feb. 10th, 2005|10:21 pm]

[	mood	\|	peaceful	]
[	Music	\|	Tyler Hilton!!	]

*** Lets see what has happen in my life the last cpl of days!

** 1. I got a prom date!! Im very excited to go!

** 2. Duke won last night barely by 1 point!

** 3. Last night was senior night for me for boys basketball cheerleading! It was very sad for 2 reasons it was my LAST cheering experience for sville highschool. I been cheering every since i was little i dont know what i am going to do in the fall. It will be very weird not cheering. 2. I love my team, even though sometimes they were annoying and stuff they are a great bunch of girls and i couldnt think of anyone else being on it to share my last yr with. Thanks for the wonderful memories and gifts! And putting my in my 1st was great! MY dream has come true again! THANKS I NEVER FORGET IT!!

**4. Saturday and Sunday we r competing in ohio for Winter Nationals!!! Everyone who reads this pls keep their fingers cross!! We are having a ruff yr with injuries and sickness and stuff! But i know we can pull through! Positive Thought GIRLS!!

** Well i have to go study for a TRIG and Lit test!! GRRR

34days to FLORIDA!
70days?? To GRADUATION!!!

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[Feb. 5th, 2005|11:38 am]

[	mood	\|	happy	]
[	Music	\|	MC Hammer- Cant touch this!	]

** This week has been pretty amazing for me! It was probably the best so far.

** I am started a new me. I am making over myself. I been working out at the Buhl Club with the my friends. And We are all going on a diet. And i think i am going back blonde. I mean i like my brown hair but blonde is more me. LOl....I need date for prom but i am not totally worry yet. I have someone in mind so lets pray it works lol.

** This week i had cheerleading practices and games. We are getting ready for the Ohio Nationals for Americheer next weekend in Columbus. It should be a great time and hopefully we will win. If we win we can get jackets and banners just like we will get this year down in Florida! 2 Jackets will soo be cool!

** Wed. was probably the best day i will have to say. I went up to Penn State Behrend to visit their campus and softball team! Its soo nice up, I had a great time. I meet some awesome ppl and saw someone thats great :)! I finish my app. for there thursday night and friday morning, so i should be hearing from there in the end of feb or the 1st week of March!

** So this College thing is actually going great...thursday i got accepted to Pitt Bradford soo i am excited bc i like their campus to soo i still dont know what i am going to do.

** Im going to go! I write more when i get a chance ...adios!

[Jan. 27th, 2005|03:55 pm]

[	mood	\|	cheerful	]
[	Music	\|	Rascal Flats- Break Away	]

** WOW I JUST HAD A HUGE ENTRY AND MY COMPUTER FROZE!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOO MAD LOL!!!!!!

** OK, back to what i had said early.. sorry i havent updated for a long time i am way to busy with school,cheerleading and softball. Sorry!

** School hads been amuzing...i ended up with a 3.46 gpa for the 2nd nine weeks! I been doing really good this year and i havent missed that much school lol ;). We only have 80some days left before graduation. Tomorrow we are getting sized for caps and gowns :`(. I cant believe its almost here. Tomorrow we get sized for caps and gowns!! :)) Also some GREAT news i got accepted to Edinboro Unv. and now i am waiting to hear for my top choices Denison and Cal Unv of PA and other from Pitt Bradford and Pennstate Behrend!! I am so excited to be finally accepted somewhere i hope now i get into where i want to go!

** Cheerleading has be actually fun and very enjoyable. We are getting ready to go to nationals down in FLORIDA!! Hoping to reclaim our national champions title! We WILL do it lol i know we can!!49 more days!! lol i have the countdown for everything lol. Practices have been going great we finally hit our routine from the beginging to the end! Its great! We have double fold downs and a tic tock!! Hard routine but great lol!! We also are going to Columbus for a nationals soo hopefully we do great up there!!

** Well i am going to tan before practice at 530!

WOW!!

[Jan. 18th, 2005|10:57 pm]

[	mood	\|	giddy	]
[	Music	\|	Ludacris- Get Back	]

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
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*** I'm already following this new yr resolution! haha :) too good!

When will Someday come?

[Jan. 11th, 2005|10:27 pm]

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mood

stressed

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** Well, lately i have been very depressed. There are many reasons like
1. I feel like i am the only 1 that hasnt experienced some kind of relationship in highschool. I liked boys before and they never liked me. I am just to shy to tell some guy i like him. I get all nervous and not able to talk. I hate that thing. You know that famous question? If you can change one thing bout yourself what would it be? I will answer like this...i would change my shyness and become more outgoing around new people especially boys that i like. :(
2. COLLEGE!!!!!!! Everytime i try to apply somewhere my dad gets all anal and controling its sooooo upsetting. My parents are making feel soooooo stupid saying i cant apply there bc of my gpa or sat scores stuff like that! I really want to go to either cal unv. of pa or penn state behrend. I would love to play softball with them as a walk on and earn my position. Thats been my dream to play college ball for many yrs... and some how make it to the Olympics. Well i know i cant do the olympics thing but its nice to dream lol.
3. I feel like my rents or a friends sometimes dont get me and i dunno i just wish i had someone to talk to. I know i have a cpl of ppl but i dont completely trust them with those kind of probs.
4. Theres soo many more things that are bothering me like cheerleading, competition cheerleading, highschool subjects, friends, and other things i dont feel like typing bc i am toooo tired to type it lol.

** I just want to be love and have support from my fam. Dont get me wrong my fam is great sometimes.... especially my dad, if it wasnt for him i wouldnt be where i am at today in softball or just who i am!*

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Vacation Is Over :`(

[Jan. 2nd, 2005|09:18 pm]

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mood

sad

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** Well Christmas break is finally over!!! As of today I will be graduating in 5 months. I can't believe its coming so fast.

** I had a blast this vacation from the moment I went out with my gurl rachele and meet some awesome ppl!! Thanks for a great night..they know how to have a good time! To this weekend i was with my girls natalie, ashley, and yoder , and michele!! New Years was a blast!! Even though i didnt have a guy to kiss when the clock hit night its ok bc i was with good friends!

** I know the next 5 months are going to go bye super fast...i have nationals for cheerleading around march...softball starting...college stuff to do...nyc senior trip...penn state, penn state behrend , and plum competitions !!! Great times ahead for me!! lol

** I have school in the morning soo i am going to do a quick tan and get ready!

Christmas is over!	[Dec. 28th, 2004\|09:39 am]
Christmas was a blast this yr! I got some amazing gifts this yr.! My brother and Lisa came down Thursday night till Sunday morning. I felt like i was ten again bc all his friends came over and play some games like Taboo and Poker on the tv! The only difference was i was able to drink with them. I only had a lil! I won $30 while playing poker with them! Good Times! Sunday i got very very sick with the flu..i couldn't even do anything yesterday soo i was very very bored!!! I watch half of Day after Tomorrow ..that some scary stuff bc that could happen to the world some day! I got to watch my soaps lol ..days of our lives and passions lol...passions is very stupid anymore! ** I hope everyone had a great Christmas! Now its time to bring in the new year! 2005! 2005 wow thats my graduating yr. In 5 months i will be done with high school ..its amazing how time flies when your are having a blast!
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CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

[Dec. 19th, 2004|09:13 pm]

[	mood	\|	ecstatic	]
[	Music	\|	Britney Spears - My only wish (this year)	]

** I need to update this journal thing more often. I been way to busy to get time to update sorry lol.

** Well last sunday we competed at some high school in no mans land ...but it was a very nice high school. It was for Americheer and once again we qualify to go to nationals and going to FLORIDA!!! I am really excited for a cpl of reasons one this will be my 10th yr in a row going to down to disney and my last! Its going to be very sad but a wonderful time with all my friends!! Cant wait!

** Basketball been doing allright...our team is on a rough start but i think they just need time to get used to playing. We have a great potential to be good. So good Luck Boys!

** Christmas is in 6 days! I did all my xmas shopping yesterday 11am-1145pm over 12hrs of shopping!!! Its worth bc i got some pretty nice gifts and i bought some awesome gifts for my friends and family!

** Tomorrow i am getting my hair dye ...i am going light brown with golden blond highlights..i had blond hair for most of my life soo its going to me a big change...i am pretty excited for it though.

** Thats it for now ..i am going to finish wrapping xmas gifts and study for anatomy test!

[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:20 pm]

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enthralled

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** Bball boyz congrats on our 1st win tonight!!!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain and it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your lj and see what I say about you?

[Dec. 4th, 2004|03:03 pm]

[	mood	\|	excited	]
[	Music	\|	All i want for xmas	]

** Again i have been tooo busy to update...i go on and i am like ok i need to update and i get to lazy to do it.

** Football season is over. We lost last week to a really great time ...keep your head up boyz!! D-10 CHAMPS all the way!!!!! What a great senior football season.

** Cheerleading competition started up too ...last comp. was bout two weeks ago tomorrow ...it was a bad competition but a great one for the new girls to get used to being in front of ppl. Tomorrow is a reallly big at SRU!! Its probably the best one...well NAtionals are even better lol!!! Cant wait.

** I took the S.A.T.'s today...yea i hate the verbal part with a passion :P. I hope i higher my score alot today...i really need it.

** BBall games started last night for us. We lost by 2 but we really had 2 main starters playing bc of football maybe more i dont know who are the varsity players this yr. bc we doo have a great team. I am the only senior girl on the cheerleading squad which is totally awesome, senior night should rock!! I have pictures and another game tonight at brookfield and we play West Middlesex on tuesday at home soo that should be a good game bc all football we be able to play by then.

** I got contacts the other day and its hell to put them in lol i cant do it...it takes me a 30mins lol...i am terrible! lol :)

** Senior Year is GREAT sooo far..lets keep it up!

Ps. 20 DAYS TILL XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

Why Me?

[Nov. 5th, 2004|07:23 pm]

[

mood

lonely

]

**The last cpl of days really really sucked.

** Cpl of my friends hasnt even asked me to hang out with them in a while. One of them ask me why i was so distant from her? Wow i cant believe she asked that! U never talk to me anymore! I try to talk to u and u have to go do something or whatever!!!

** Ok sometimes i say a cpl of silly comments there and there. Comments are sometimes are out of no where but thats me and i understand. Yes they are funny enough to laugh at but sometimes being laughed at all the time is very hurtful. I told them how i feel and they just say they are just kidding. I know you are and u really dont mean it but it really hurts my feelings alot!
I feel like i am losing my friends more and more everyday. Is it just me or is it really true?

** An a nother thing is i told a "certain" guy i liked him. And all he said was Haley you are cool! Thanks. Why cant i ever find a guy to like me back. There was this guy during the summer i liked and i dont think i told him i liked him. And i do a lil still but, its time to moveon :( . but this "certain" is the best ...and i can talk to him forever. And if u know me i am very shy around the guys i liked. I just want to be hugged , or even held by someone. Someday i hope.

So much fun moments not enough time to write them all down!

[Nov. 1st, 2004|08:46 pm]

[	mood	\|	energetic	]
[	Music	\|	Eminem - Just Lose It	]

**Well...i havent updated in like a month lol! So much stuff has happen in the last cpl of weeks.

** Lets see 1st things 1st, HOMECOMING!!!!!!!!! It was my final homecoming and was probably the BEST one too. About 14 of us went to jillians up in boardmen. It was a great time there. I beat my date in basketball and a shooting game! I smashed him lol. Than we went to get our pictures taken and the lights went off. I guess it went off all through the valley. Everyone was like i am scared and i am like this is something i will never forget lol. It was sweet. The dance was a great time. I chilled and dance with my good friends the whole time. I never sat down for a moment. The dance went by tooooooooo fast. I got some great pics from there. Than i went to chaunceys house. It was a great time there. I know this is really late but thanks for letting me come.

** Than Senior Night came for our football game. Lets say i balled my eyes out as soon as i saw a cpl football players cry. Well i was crying a little before that too. It was a very nice game and the fireworks show was soooo good. I just couldnt believe i was doing a senior night i remember my freshman year i was like that me in 4 yrs. Wow time does go by when you are having fun.

** Our football team did very well with their regular season. 9-0 PERFECTION!!!! lol I am glad i was able to be part of something really great. We have a bye week this week and playing on the 12th! I am really excited to be in the playoffs and cheer on the boys. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE FOOTBALL PLAYERS @ SVILLE! nTw!

** Other than that i been having a great time hanging out with my friends. Last night erica had a halloween party. It was great. We all had to dress up as something to get it but a few ppl snuck in lol. It was a great time.

** And i get to Vote tomorrow!! **Kerry**

** Well i am out...hopefully i will update sooner lol!

Where is my prince charming?

(no subject)	[Oct. 4th, 2004\|05:28 pm]
As again we won friday night!!! 54-7 Than Natalie, Michele, Ashley and I wnet out to dannys and Danny actually bout our food. It was very nice of him to do that. After that we went home about 1230. Sat. i woke up early to go to the ross park mall to buys some senior pictures outfits and some homecoming supplies. We spent the whole day there mostly and it was a blast!!! Than Natalie and Ashley and i went to angelias house for a lil bit it was fun there tooo...but the roads were really foggy sooo i left sooner than i wanted too. When we got home we watched beauty and the beast!!! I was the only one who stayed up to watch it all. * Today cheerleading pratice was cancelled. YES!!!!!! Bout some guy came over to help me out on the math problems for the SATS. I will be taking the oct 9th at Sharon. Whis me lUck. I am going to tan now and maybe go to ericas for the scavengers hunt!! BYE :)
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[Sep. 24th, 2004|11:38 pm]

[	mood	\|	flirty	]
[	Music	\|	Yellow Card - 1 yr and 6 motnths	]

*** Days go by slowly
And still I wait
for that man on the horse
to come for me
To take me away
Far , far away to
That castle in the sky
why oh why do I sit here
and wonder
Is there really such
A man out there
My prince charming
I doubt it really
but maybe just maybe
I am wrong and
He is out there
waiting for me to
But he is just scared
like me
scared to look or to find
or he has givin up like me
and so I will just wait , wait and see

** Did u ever just think bout someone and get the biggest smile on your face? Or when u just talk to him for like 10mins there and there makes you the happiest girl ever? I just wish that these feelings can be return.

** To Him,

When we talk for what a lil bit tonight at the game i was sooo happy. Just seeing you again and not just talking to you on aol or something was the best thing ever. It made my night and hugging you was nice too. I know we are just friends, I am glad we are but i do wish we can be more one day but if you dont feel the same way thats ok. I rather have you as a friend and nothing at all. To me you seem like a wonderful guy. Your personality is great, i like the same things u do , and i think thats why we can be good friends. But good luck with everything and i hope we still keep in touch!! I miss u *!

** Tonight as many ppl can tell was fun/great!!! Except the part where me and erica went to the gville/wilm. game and i twisted my ankle and broke my shoe lol....:~~~~~~( i love those sandals it mad me feeel very tall.

*** I got my homecoming dress today and its at home looking pretty on the door :) i am sooo excited bout homecoming i cannot wait. tomorrow big game against cochranton!!! Good luck boys

** Well i am going to tan, and then off to tan!!! Night everyone *!

SENIOR YEAR!!!

[Sep. 20th, 2004|09:30 pm]

[	mood	\|	energetic	]
[	Music	\|	Final Coutdown lol!!!!	]

*** Omg all i can say is that my senior yr. is getting better and better!!!!!!! I have the best friends in the world....u know who u all are!!!! I love u guyz thanks for everything udone for me!

*** Lets see this was probably the best weekend ever!! It all started out on thursday night. Me, natalie, erica, ashley and michele baked cookies for our awesome football team lol. We wanted to give them special, bc we were playing kennedy sat. I was worried that they werent going to turn out ok but they tasted like eat n' park cookies. I hope they enjoyed them.

*** Friday was tooooo much fun! I woke up at 5:55am...why did i wake up this early u ask? Well...i had to go get my hair braided for school. We had to be at Erica's house about 715 bc Steve and Cello were dressing as cheerleaders for the pep rally. Oh yea so did Nikki and Erica lol. It was the best site ever. Teachers and other students asked them if they were actually cheerleaders ... they were like ya we didnt make it for the a squad but the b squad lol!
Lets say this was probably the best peprally that was ever held at sville high!! Mr. Napotnik (sp)came to get us all wild for the game. He was the best teacher and coach ever sville had! His speeches are to good ask any sville student!!! Our senior boys were awesome and the class to in the cheer. SENIORS deff. won in the battle for spirit lol!!! I lost my voice that day and i still dont have it.
Than i went to the greenville mercer game. It was freezing raing and down pour and windy, our umberllas went flying backwards it was too good. I am glad greenville won it was a good game bc of the weather though!!

*** Than Saturday!!!! Ohhhh what a day!!! Woke up early once again to get my hair braided at corey rices house. There was the huge devil party and everyone was getting crazy, dress crazy and etc. Got glitter in my hair and it made my day lol. The game was the best game ever sville and kennedy play together. Sville defense was on key the whole game ...making great plays for our awesome offense to make some td's!! We won 21-7 and probably seeing in the playoffs.
Sat night hung out with the girls. It was a good time the whole night lol!! Saw ppl i wanted to see and others i didnt but i didnt care i like everyone lol.

** Tomorrow i have a meeting with IUP at school soo i am excited to go...me and linzy are checking it shes just going with me bc shes my bff lol ...thanks linz!!!

Well i have to work on some cheer work for this girl i teach and homework!!

[Sep. 14th, 2004|04:57 pm]

[	mood	\|	impressed	]
[	Music	\|	Christinia Milian - Whatever You Want	]

** Well....lately i been very with school as always. School isnt that bad i am actually like going and doing my homework. I just have to push myself to get out of my big comfy bed lol. Other than classes are hilarious.

** With cheerleading...i also been very busy. Maybe since its my senior year i am enjoying everythinng too much lol. Its been great the last couple of weeks. The whole team both competition and highschool squads get along. I am though disappointed though the school took down our sexy seniors sign...it was sooo awesome looking bright pink and black colors. Natalie and Erica great job!!! I dont know why they took it down bc thats what all the other senior classes put on it ..i was waiting to it was my turn to say it lol ohh well...we will find something better. Our football team is doing GREAT!!! So far it 2-0! We play KCHS (away)this weekend at 12.. come see me cheer or watch the good game. Football players keep up the great work. And our band is just fantastic!!! lol :)

Heres the upcoming schedule:

Sept
- 18th @ kchs
- 25th @ cochranton

Oct.
- 1st vs. conneaut lake
- 8th @ linesville
- 15th VS West Middlesex *~* HOMECOMING *~*
- 22nd VS Lakeview *~*~* SENIOR NIGHT !! *~*~*
- 9th @ sharon

come support our awesome team lol:) !

** I been teaching cheerleading classes for the last cpl of weekes to gte my comm. service hrs... the groups are k-2 3-6 and 6-12 the 1st 2 groups are probably the cutestest things ever! Cpl of their toetouches are awesome and better than mine lol. There are girlz like in 4th grade and has a half full and a buck tuck! Shes amazing!!
Thats where i got to go now ....i will update more later!!!